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Muhammad Syafiee.

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Have your parents ever warned you not to mix around with that particular kid? That boy your parents tell you to stay away from? And everything your parents don't want you to end up to be like?
I'm that guy.

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Sunday, September 20, 2009
Episode 12; Uprising/Undisclosed Desires

In 30 days, I've experienced loads of emotions, excitement & changes.

Within those days, the quest to control our desires have been fulfilled & it all leads up to this day today- Hari Raya Aidilfitri. Those days passed really fast, all within a blink of an eye. Ramadhan ended it's run & I have to say, we had a good run. It was amazing being able to break fast with family, friends & with that special person I love.

And then Syahwal arrived at the stroke of midnight, 20092009. The Raya music will jolt anyone and hype them into the Raya mode. It's like an uprising. But that sensation of feeling the excitement building up to this day suddenly disappeared as soon as I woke up today. Everything- from the mood to the excitement of going to relatives' places- was gone and I swear to God that all I wanted to do was to just sit at home.

I wish I could figure what's going wrong with me. It's that feeling when the butterflies in your stomach flaps too much, they just get tired. They're dying & I'm starting to feel lifeless. It's weird and as much as I want to comprehend what's going on with me, I just feel that I should leave it alone for now. As much as I want my undisclosed desires to be fulfilled, I have to remind myself that I'm not a wishmaker.

I'm in a wreck, but don't worry; I'll just pretend.

Salam Aidilfitri (:

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