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Muhammad Syafiee.
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Have your parents ever warned you not to mix around with that particular kid? That boy your parents tell you to stay away from? And everything your parents don't want you to end up to be like? I'm that guy.
Tuesday, May 19, 2009 Chapter 13; Statement Of Character
Guys, sometimes when you feel like something is wrong and you start looking narrowly, you'll tend to find the logical fault and not the actual fault.
That's what happened to me.
And I've realised that looking at things narrowly will actually get you paranoid and it will eventually eat you up. What I didn't know that all of these could have been avoided if I actually paid closer attention to the bigger picture. And after a long talk, I felt better although I know I was the fault.
I mean, when you have the opportunities, we don't usually let it go. But I did and for some reason, I didn't realise it until I got it straight to me. I got paranoid and I took things too far. And I'm sorry for being like this and causing this much problems. It got the better of me. I relied on some small, trivial matters when I should be focusing on the bigger and awesomer picture;