" With an urgent, careful stare, I see panic in those eyes, "
HERE'S YOUR LIFELINE
finale chapter of the whole season 3 of my life, hahh.
I've decided to at least look back at the first-half of 2008.
& looking back at all my posts, I've evolved in a way.
yeah, I've faced different experiences thrown at my face
& I want it to keep coming to me somehow.
we all change, trying to accept facts in life, bending the rules
to fit our own desires & pleasures but we never give up.
I've seen countless of people change right before my eyes.
ignorance outta sudden, avoiding fate & changing destinies.
heck, I've changed too.
but what are we looking for?
" The pain has a bad reaction, a blend of fear & passion, "
quoting from what my friend blogged down, Danial,
" Ordinary just dont cut it in this world.
You have to go beyond what is conventionally saint to achieve greatness, "
I think it's beautiful, what he wrote.
ordinary isn't enough, it's beyond ordinary that's great.
it's the feeling of being high without drugs nor alcohol,
it's the feeling where every breath takes you away.
we change because of this, we want something more.
& the fact I've been running from the truth always,
makes me a coward.
I've wore layers of mask just to hide my fears & the truth.
I was afraid of what people will think of me, what people will say.
" The star, bright and loud, is in dire need of the fear,
that is an empty fear inside you, "
with life inside the equation, love will plus everything.
you keep searching for love but all we think we get is infatuation,
when it's actually love.
I'm positively not the right guy to be talking about love but experience,
it has taught me everything.
sweetness won't make everything right, nor is the looks of someone.
I think love comes when you miss that person even in the shortest of distances,
(Imagine, imagine)
I think love comes when you care for the person even in the smallest of events,
(Imagine, imagine)
I think love comes when you look right into his/her eyes & just wish time would stop.
(Imagine, imagine)
I think love is in you, just imagine.
" Our first love was ignited late last night, "
maybe we all need some help once in a while,
maybe this is all a sign but everybody acts without a clue,
maybe we all need a lifeline sometime,
cause I love you.
have a lovely life, people.
" END OF VOLUME 3 "
5:36 PM