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Muhammad Syafiee.
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Have your parents ever warned you not to mix around with that particular kid? That boy your parents tell you to stay away from? And everything your parents don't want you to end up to be like?
I'm that guy.
True story. :D
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Friday, March 19, 2010
Episode 2; ...Versus The Pink Slip
Episode 2; ...Versus The Pink Slip
Guys, let me level with you here. No one has the genuine feeling of liking an exam. No, you won't see a guy throwing his bag one side & running to his mum, shouting in much excitement, "Mum! The exams are coming!" Nah uh. None of that.
I'm not going to be a bitch and complain about how it sucks to be having the Block Tests as soon as our so-called March 'holidays' end cause I already have. And the truth is that it sucks knowing that something big is ahead, waiting for us, exploiting our mistakes and make us feel all terrible and afraid deep inside. That feeling of failure is lurking within us & as soon as you fulfill the criteria of allowing that feeling to emerge, it will.
It isn't that much of a bad thing but come on, who would want it every now and then? I'm just saying, those feelings and self-designed emotions that comes along with every pre-examination pressure, it's not the feelings I want in me.
Until then, I just have to deal with it cause it's the pink slip to my success eventually.
I'm not going to be a bitch and complain about how it sucks to be having the Block Tests as soon as our so-called March 'holidays' end cause I already have. And the truth is that it sucks knowing that something big is ahead, waiting for us, exploiting our mistakes and make us feel all terrible and afraid deep inside. That feeling of failure is lurking within us & as soon as you fulfill the criteria of allowing that feeling to emerge, it will.
It isn't that much of a bad thing but come on, who would want it every now and then? I'm just saying, those feelings and self-designed emotions that comes along with every pre-examination pressure, it's not the feelings I want in me.
Until then, I just have to deal with it cause it's the pink slip to my success eventually.
3:34 PM
Saturday, March 13, 2010
Volume 12; Episode 1; LOVE
Volume 12; Episode 1; LOVE
"True love, the stars in the sky illuminate below. The light is the sign that love will guide you home."
- True Love by Angels & Airwaves
9:19 PM
Thursday, March 4, 2010
Episode 10; Top Of The World
Episode 10; Top Of The World
Egoism has been typically seen and referenced as a negative trait in a human being. It's been viewed far too negative, it has actually lost, in what I think, it's real use: to boost one's confidence.
I say that it's ego which shapes us silently and discreetly to become a better and stronger person in many various aspects. However, ego's like enhancer pills. You take them and it enhances your performance. You take them in overdose, you're just destroying yourself. I give myself ego boost most of the time. It makes me believe that I can do something I used to think it's impossible.
In recent weeks, I've used these egos stored in me to overcome various feelings I have, especially nervousness & anxiety, during Jam&Hop and the CVD Talentime performance respectively. And it has worked to my greatest advantage. Though I've been dying to fulfill a task which I have not been able to accomplish since the years in JC.
But guys, sometimes you just get underestimated too much and you get left out & pushed around. I'm just as great as anyone out there and I'm ready for whatever shit I'll receive. The fact that I'm always pushed around for my ways and my abilities is clearly pathetic. I deserve more than just humble apologies and excuses. I'm always looked down upon for my actions that I make. Whether from my dad, my mom, my friends or anyone.
It's time I putting my egos to good use. I'm going to change and prove you people how underestimated you have been perceiving me to be. The nicest guys always finishes last.
And I'll make sure it'll be worth the wait.
I say that it's ego which shapes us silently and discreetly to become a better and stronger person in many various aspects. However, ego's like enhancer pills. You take them and it enhances your performance. You take them in overdose, you're just destroying yourself. I give myself ego boost most of the time. It makes me believe that I can do something I used to think it's impossible.
In recent weeks, I've used these egos stored in me to overcome various feelings I have, especially nervousness & anxiety, during Jam&Hop and the CVD Talentime performance respectively. And it has worked to my greatest advantage. Though I've been dying to fulfill a task which I have not been able to accomplish since the years in JC.
But guys, sometimes you just get underestimated too much and you get left out & pushed around. I'm just as great as anyone out there and I'm ready for whatever shit I'll receive. The fact that I'm always pushed around for my ways and my abilities is clearly pathetic. I deserve more than just humble apologies and excuses. I'm always looked down upon for my actions that I make. Whether from my dad, my mom, my friends or anyone.
It's time I putting my egos to good use. I'm going to change and prove you people how underestimated you have been perceiving me to be. The nicest guys always finishes last.
And I'll make sure it'll be worth the wait.
" END OF VOLUME 11 "
11:53 AM
Wednesday, March 3, 2010
Episode 9; Waking The Demon
Episode 9; Waking The Demon
"There's just no limits to the boundaries you push. I've warned you but still you just fuck with my mind. There's no escape from this rage that I feel."
Waking the Demon- Bullet for My Valentine
Waking the Demon- Bullet for My Valentine
8:44 PM
Sunday, February 28, 2010
Episode 8; Keep Holding On/The Heart Never Lies
Episode 8; Keep Holding On/The Heart Never Lies
The worst part of performing in front of an audience? The butterflies that makes your stomach feel all queasy. The fear of screwing up. And experiencing *The Yips. But the best part of it? Enjoying the thrill of performing despite everything.
*The Yips: To over-think simple things so much that you can't even do them at all.
*The Yips: To over-think simple things so much that you can't even do them at all.
10:15 AM
Saturday, February 20, 2010
Episode 7; Empire State Of Mind
Episode 7; Empire State Of Mind
"Me and you together, this is getting better. Just butterflies won't do. I don't want just red lights, I want more of these nights. Baby, I love you."
- White Lines & Red Lights by Between The Trees.
"I see your face with every punch I take and every bone I break, it's all for you. And my worst pains are words I cannot say, still I will always fight on for you."
- Gifts and Curses by Yellowcard
"So hear this please. And watch as your heart speeds up endlessly. And look for the stars as the sun goes down. Each breath that you take has a thunderous sound. Just sit back and hold on, but hold on tight. Prepare for the best and the fastest ride. And reach out your hand, and I'll make you mine. Everything, everything's magic."
- White Lines & Red Lights by Between The Trees.
"I see your face with every punch I take and every bone I break, it's all for you. And my worst pains are words I cannot say, still I will always fight on for you."
- Gifts and Curses by Yellowcard
"So hear this please. And watch as your heart speeds up endlessly. And look for the stars as the sun goes down. Each breath that you take has a thunderous sound. Just sit back and hold on, but hold on tight. Prepare for the best and the fastest ride. And reach out your hand, and I'll make you mine. Everything, everything's magic."
- Everything's Magic by Angels and Airwaves
"I think I'm falling asleep, but then all that it means is I'll always be dreaming of you."
"I think I'm falling asleep, but then all that it means is I'll always be dreaming of you."
- Feeling This by Blink-182
"Hands down, this is the best day I can ever remember, I'll always remember. I'll always remember the sound of the stereo, the dim of the soft lights, the scent of your hair that you twirled in your fingers and the time on the clock when we realized it's so late and this walk that we shared together. The streets were wet and the gate was locked so I jumped it, and I let you in. And you stood at your door with your hands on my wait and you kissed me like you meant it. And I knew that you meant it, that you meant it."
- Hands Down by Dashboard Confessional
"Hands down, this is the best day I can ever remember, I'll always remember. I'll always remember the sound of the stereo, the dim of the soft lights, the scent of your hair that you twirled in your fingers and the time on the clock when we realized it's so late and this walk that we shared together. The streets were wet and the gate was locked so I jumped it, and I let you in. And you stood at your door with your hands on my wait and you kissed me like you meant it. And I knew that you meant it, that you meant it."
- Hands Down by Dashboard Confessional
These are some lines in the lyrics of some songs that I personally love hearing everytime they're being sung. Somehow gives me the vibe to either sing along to it or to replay those parts again. Excellent lyrics work.
12:16 PM